Haven’t posted on here for a bit. I’ve wanted. I’ve had loads of things I’ve wanted to record. Some lovely memories. Some weird feelings. But I’ve been very conscious of being too ‘woe is me’.
Throughout this whole thing I’ve been incredibly aware of What Others Think. Am I being too ‘normal’? Will people think me [...]
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Just give. Please.
Posted in Uncategorized on October 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Boo… er… ???
Posted in Uncategorized on August 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Had my first proper wobble last night just as we put the light out. Was very odd.
You know when you feel the urge to sneeze and go “Aaaah!” and then nothing happens? That’s the best way to describe it. The first initial, uncontrollable bit of a sob happened, and then… nothing. It was like that [...]
Anger, frustration, guilt – oh dear!
Posted in Uncategorized on August 19, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I’m still doing the ‘carrying on as normal’ thing. It’s not an act I’m putting on. I’m not ‘being brave’. This is just how I am. Normal. Tupper says I’m ever-so-slightly different. More fragile, less sparkly. But I’m still just being normal. I know the facts. But they still seem so surreal. It’s becoming frustrating [...]
What happened
Posted in Uncategorized on August 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sorry for doing this. This is not a woe is me post. It’s because my memory is so terrible I want to keep a record of what’s happened and how I’ve been feeling. It will probably be cathartic. It might also be interesting to chart my feelings.
It was pancreatic cancer in the end – 28th [...]
Pretty shitty city
Posted in Uncategorized on July 5, 2009 | 5 Comments »
I went to London on friday for the HP preview (read about it here). Invited my bro along as he’s a fan too and thought it’d be nice to hang out with him just us – we’ve not done that sinnce we were at least nine and eleven. And it was lovely. The film sucked, [...]
You can’t make it up
Posted in Uncategorized on May 6, 2009 | 5 Comments »
I hate men (and feminists) who think that women wear make-up to a) attract men and b) get one over on other women.
Do they not consider that we also wear make-up (as I do) to avoid a grimacing double-take when we wash our hands in the loo?
In a nutshell…
Posted in Uncategorized on March 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Leaving a blog for so long is rather like towards the end of a long-term relationship. You care very much for the blog. You want to keep going just for the sake of it, knowing that if you simply go thru the motions maybe the magic will return. But the more you look at the [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on December 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Fat girl slim
Posted in Uncategorized on October 2, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I think it’s fair to say that I have more than a slight penchant for shopping. More than a keen interest in fashion. OK, I feckin LOVE clothes, alright? And I love shopping even more now I’ve lost weight and am, what the high street would call, a ‘normal size’ (funny how they get most [...]
Dream a little dream
Posted in Uncategorized on September 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I don’t want to ruin my sunny mood today, but just wanted to register that I am absolutely hacked off with constantly dreaming about either my teeth falling out, or driving really badly.
Seriously, EVERY night this week I’ve either had a gummy mouth, or have battered my mum’s old Ford Fiesta. And if it’s not [...]
