Had my first proper wobble last night just as we put the light out. Was very odd.
You know when you feel the urge to sneeze and go “Aaaah!” and then nothing happens? That’s the best way to describe it. The first initial, uncontrollable bit of a sob happened, and then… nothing. It was like that [...]
Archive for August, 2009
Boo… er… ???
Posted in Uncategorized on August 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Anger, frustration, guilt – oh dear!
Posted in Uncategorized on August 19, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I’m still doing the ‘carrying on as normal’ thing. It’s not an act I’m putting on. I’m not ‘being brave’. This is just how I am. Normal. Tupper says I’m ever-so-slightly different. More fragile, less sparkly. But I’m still just being normal. I know the facts. But they still seem so surreal. It’s becoming frustrating [...]
What happened
Posted in Uncategorized on August 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sorry for doing this. This is not a woe is me post. It’s because my memory is so terrible I want to keep a record of what’s happened and how I’ve been feeling. It will probably be cathartic. It might also be interesting to chart my feelings.
It was pancreatic cancer in the end – 28th [...]
